gosh, where to begin.
usually at the beginning, but i've been here in the philippines for 6 days so that ship has sailed!
i had in mind to post a lovely little blog full of photos and charm for you, but we are all going to have to lower our expectations if i am going to get anything posted for you. get ready for willy-nilly and less than perfect, but good enough. which is pretty much how many things are done here. :o)
i have time and energy to work on this today, because i am not busy holding babies. i was feeling weary yesterday, i thought from the heat and my age, but last night i got chills and i was pretty sure it wasn't chilly, heh. about midnite i was up to a 101.1 fever, achy and just sick. jeri brought me oj and ibuprofen this morning, and i feel amazingly better already. someone left a bowl of rice and a little piece of chicken on the table for me for lunch, which was more than i needed.
we had two children this week who were picked up by what they call their forever families, but we gained two new babies the week before i arrived. one is a baby girl from a mom who came to the birth home in labor, along with a neighbor who planned to buy the baby. uh, no. the other is a baby boy, who was found at a tricycle station in a plastic grocery sack, placenta still attached. one of the workers here told me they think he is chinese, because of "his light skin and chink eyes". sigh. they are sharing a crib and everyone refers to them as brother and sister. they named her nicole and are calling him ezra. i was holding her and he started crying. i said i can't pick him up but if someone will hand him to me, i can hold them both, and so it went. they are tiny and adorable. there are 6 other little ones in the nursery, from a 1 month old named joy to a 1 year old named hannah. besides me, there is one worker caring for them. she really does everything, i just help with feeding and try to pick up whoever is crying. deborah wants them to get outside, so i take them out one at a time and just sit and hold the babies on the big swing, or push the older ones around the neighborhood in a stroller. i try to talk or play but they all just latch on and want to snuggle, so that is what we do. i was sitting on the big swing at the birth home with a 9 month old girl named aya, and deborah's daughter bernadette came over and wanted to hold her. she fussed and wanted to come back to me, and bernadette said, i think she likes you because you are like a big soft bed. ha! true story. i have to admit that the babies and their situations have made me cry, especially when i compare them to our little mackinac, but that's all good. they have a rough start, but will all end up with a loving family. the average stay for a child here is 18 months.
i think i'm really going to be fine here, but i need to get used to the giant spiders and lizards that seem to scamper around every time you walk into a room. there is a gecko in our fridge right now, but i don't feel like dealing with him, so he can just chill.
i'll begin this with a short email that i sent to my family on the first morning here. beth asked me to take some photos of the food here (priorities are in order!) so i will get that going next. someone gave me a circa 1999 cell phone to borrow, but i realize that unless i,m on an outing, carrying a camera is not going to happen, so i will try to get out and get a smart phone sometime this week, which should make taking pics much easier. there is so much to see! there was a beautiful giant snail on the sidewalk last night, and i thought where is my camera!! but, he'll be back i'm sure.
please pray for me, and for all of the little ones in the baby home. and for the amazing women who take care of them.
here is the email i mentioned:
i was going to put the day as the subject and then i smiled to admit i'm not sure what day it is.
:o)
i'm pretty sure it's wednesday. . .
just a couple quick shots for you, this was the view i woke up to in bed this morning, and some pics of jeri's patio where we've been chatting.
we're heading out to begin the day!
and this which i got from beth. :o)
xoxo jo